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快樂
November 02, 2007
// 11:23 PM
So school isn't going that great for me, but I'm trying to not think about it. Statistics is really killing me. I keep trying to study harder and I keep thinking I'm going to do better and then when I get the tests, I just snap. It's so terrible. I make really dumb mistakes that I shouldn't be making and I keep freezing up and getting nervous. I don't know what I'm going to do. I guess I'll be making regular visits to office hours.
Anyways, that's all I'll be saying about school. I need to stop worrying and be more confident in myself!
So I think the thing that makes me happiest at school is going to Chinese. I feel sooooo productive and rewarded every time I go. I feel like I learn so much and it makes me so excited for studying abroad next year. I can't wait to make something of what I've learned. Sitting in a class room and doing nothing isn't enough for me. I love learning it. My teacher is so great and everyone in the class is lovely! We're all going to go eat dim sum tomorrow with our teacher, Zhang Laoshi. Geez. It's really Chinese class that is keeping me sane and not making me go out of my mind.
Today I went outreaching with Outreach. It was really fun. It was nice seeing the students actually so into it. I totally took for granted all the special counseling we got in high school from Ms. Young. I'm so happy I'm doing outreach.
I've just been in a good mood lately (if you disregard every single thought of Stats and my GPA). I'm having a good time doing everything I'm doing.. that includes hanging out with my really cute kids at OASES (the other day, my tutee was holding my hand the whole time during recess), doing community service with SRB and doing outreach with reach!. All that and getting excited to go to China next year.. geez. I would be absolute happiness if Stats weren't such a huge burden to me right now.
I really love being in a good mood. It makes me happy and it makes me want to make other people happy. :)
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Name: ymmatammy
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