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is this suppose to be happening?
So this weekend, I went home. I realized that I really didn't like life in Berkeley and I seriously wished that I could have that easy high school experience all over again. It's the complete opposite here. In high school, the people were bothersome, but I was flooded with homework and I hated most of my teachers/classes. Here, I feel so lucky to have such good teachers and to get the chance to learn about more than the same old history, english, math, science. But I really don't like the social life here. People are so into their studies, or too much out of them. When they relax.. they really relax. I wish I could have a balance of both. I don't know many people here, and it kinda sucks. Okay sure, I know some people, but I haven't made an effort to approach anyone and become friends. In class, I come in with my ipod buds in my ears and wait for 10 past the hour for my teacher to start lecturing. After class is over, I hop on out and go home. I really sincerly wish I could meet people and become good friends with them. I'm sort of hanging on to those I already had, thinking they're enough and all I need (because i <3 you guys so much). But I need to get in my head that I need more than that. I suppose I'll try to make an effort. I hate having nothing to do and seeing everyone else have so many people to go to.
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Name: ymmatammy
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