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May 04, 2006
// 8:44 PM
For some reason, I wanted to blog about how happy I was that 2/3 AP tests are over, but suddenly, I just got really sad/angry after going through myspaces. I don't know, I just have problems. But I'll rant about that later.
The worst is over for my AP tests. Calculus BC and English. Hawwwwt damn. I think I did okay on BC, but English? no. fcking. way. HA.
I think I'm just really irritable right now because high school pisses me off. Everything about it. I hate the people there. I hate what it makes you into. And I really really hate what people turn in to. I hate how people treat each other and I hate the way you feel when you think you have something, but you see it just slip off the tip of your fingers. Wow, I'm turning so melodramatic. But really, I don't feel good now, and I don't have the guts to talk to one about it. I suck. I just kinda hurts my 10-year-old feelings. >.<
I'm turning 18 in exactly one week. I really need to learn to just forget about somethings and appreciate just what I have and who I have to celebrate it with. It's kind of weird for me. I can't imagine myself growing up. It feels really good when I just forget about things I like to worry about, and just be careless, but I could only do that for so long.
29 more school days left before I'll never see some of these people again.
I can't wait to graduate.
Gosh damnit guys, we're so fcking old. gtfo.
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Name: ymmatammy
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