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here we go..
February 28, 2006
// 8:10 PM
So it's finally March.
Or.. will be in about 4 hours. March means UC time. Well, technically, it's March 15th, to be exact. I'm not expecting, or going to check anything until then. If I'm really patient with myself and practice enough self-control, I won't check until I get something in the mail.
I've got my admittance into Cal Poly, but to be honest, I'm really not the ecstatic about it. Cal Poly is suppose to be my back up, and I suppose.. I did have some doubts in November about even getting in. But now that I have, I really don't feel so nervous anymore. My bet is 3/5. Berkeley is sure to reject me. As for Davis, I'm really settling myself for them. I'm pretty sure that in September, that's where I'll be. LA.. well it's a sure long shot and I'm not expecting anything. And SD.. well even if I did get in, I doubt I'd go. But who knows. I could be completely wrong. But my first instincts are usually right. I think I've known where I was going to end up since the year started. It's sad but true. It's probably the only reason why I'm not as nervous as others are.
In a way, I'm upset that I'm not even confident enough about UCLA to even have hope. I really worked for LA and feel that I've busted my butt off for it. But what can I do? What's done is done. Anywhere I go, I'll work just as hard, and just the same. As for environment.. I'd long for LA.. but you know, the place is polluted. hah. I'd love to go to a campus like their's, but hey, I've lived in Milpitas for 10 years.. I think I can take a bit more of middle-of-nowhere.
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Name: ymmatammy
1 Comments:
At Wed Mar 01, 04:24:00 PM PST,so, second cuzzz, smile and enjoy the sunshine. (:
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